It's finally blogging time again. Why 'finally' when there's nothing to stop me from blogging? Well, it was quite an emotional, at times confusing week, and I consciously chose to postpone writing, because usually when I'm this overwhelmed I find that, even in writing, pessimism gets the best of me.
But now I've come round figuring that there's nothing to lose; even if it's surreal, even if it goes wrong, even if I'm overthinking stuff. Because despite everything, I always gave my 100%, I always fought (literally at times) for the interests of those at heart, I always believed. Maybe my 'sufferings' have always been due to my taking others' words and promises too seriously; a huge weakness I have. It's just that I was brought up in a manner whereby you never say anything which you don't actually mean. And consequently I've been hurt so much each time I got to realise it was another rip-off, another heartache, another friendship down the drain, another goodbye to a lover.