Moments worth remembering these past few days
It's finally blogging time again. Why 'finally' when there's nothing to stop me from blogging? Well, it was quite an emotional, at times confusing week, and I consciously chose to postpone writing, because usually when I'm this overwhelmed I find that, even in writing, pessimism gets the best of me.
But now I've come round figuring that there's nothing to lose; even if it's surreal, even if it goes wrong, even if I'm overthinking stuff. Because despite everything, I always gave my 100%, I always fought (literally at times) for the interests of those at heart, I always believed. Maybe my 'sufferings' have always been due to my taking others' words and promises too seriously; a huge weakness I have. It's just that I was brought up in a manner whereby you never say anything which you don't actually mean. And consequently I've been hurt so much each time I got to realise it was another rip-off, another heartache, another friendship down the drain, another goodbye to a lover.